I wish I could tell you, how I feel about to you.

Those night when you just break down, realizing how about my feel to you then I'm think.....

I'm still loving you and I wish that you'll know that.

It's like I want him to look at me into my eyes then he'll know how I feel.

I'm regret of my past cause I keep my feelings to myself because it's hard for someone to understand

Actually, I'm really love him even people look at me like I don't care about you and I don't love you

Maybe you think like that too?

No please don't think like that....I love you so much

I'm sorry, I'm just so hard to express how about my feeling

Maybe I don't show, but I care like my head says 'who care?' but my heart whispers 'you do stupid..'

In the fact, till now I still care about you. Maybe too much.

Now, I try harder to be right.

Sometimes my brain said 'Stop trying he's happy without you'

But....I don't know why, I still have feeling for you.

And no matter how many times I tell myself that I'm better off without you, a part of me just won't let go

Then I ask my self...  'Am I gonna mad?'  'What I'm waiting for? Him?'

I don't know what happen to me... I'm thinking too much.

'How about your feeling? same like me or no longer feeling?' I want to know.....

I just...want you to feel what I'm feeling right now

I want tell everything to you....but how?